PoetryAndLyrics

Dear Mother, A glance at my calendar, much to my distress, right now these feelings, I must confess. It's Mother's Day once again and my heart is filled with sorrow, that may never mend. I'm trying to make it through today without tears this year, just like all the rest of the years. I sit here to dwell and morn with what once was had, has now been forever torn. This day never ceases to remind me how I'm without and fills me with an overflowing doubt. Makes me regret how little the days with you were spent and I ponder where all those precious memories could have went. If only I knew back then what I know now and my life, the knowledge,

We went for a walk on that cloudy day Filling each other with joy and laughter That was the way it had always been I finally found the connection I was after And all my reservations melted away If only I knew what was to come thereafter Or how I’d be haunted by your grin My heart sure was easy for you to shatter Trying to make sense of our demise Only led me to despise you even more I am done trying to pick up the pieces I’d rather smash them into the wall And stand there completely speechless As I watch the blood fall from my hands Maybe then my only weakness will be Having the emotional capacity of a machine You stopped retur

You’re nothing but a shooting star Searching for a new destination Don’t let yourself go too far Or you’ll fade into oblivion Comfort is an orbiting satellite That dances in your gravitational pull Pain is the vast emptiness of space Confining you to a universe of isolation It’s better to burn out than fade away But it looks like you’ve done both already Hiding behind a constellation of lies Will lead to your inevitable demise The master of disguise has been exposed As a miserable and untalented fraud Who thought they wielded remarkable power Well, heed this warning and duck for cover I’ve got a supernov

Your head keeps drooping down I can’t change your damaged mind You love wearing that heavy crown Even when the cause has already died The iron castle has eroded away Your past lies in the lukewarm ashes Better break out that broken shovel I never was a fan Of the misogynistic man He’s better off dead Than controlling anyone That faulty DNA Has reached its dying day Take those fake tears Right to your frozen grave The citizens rejoice At your silenced voice Say goodbye my bitter Black juniper Black juniper Black juniper Your face says a thousand faulty words Each one is more volatile than the last Any chance you had flew with th

The sunrise shimmers in the dark Remember this December eve The fire burns bright, divides you whole Yet still you shiver at the sparks You trembled as the embers gleamed Through the middle of your soul Auroral galaxies disappear Just giving way to another dawn A boreal fantasy—yet you fear Tell me what lurks, and tell me what hides What esoteric secret’s inside? Where the wolves cross the mountains And the horses the fields Tell me, what could you yield? I see you kneeling in the rain Your hold is on the coldest things Can you believe where you belong? I know you feel it’s all the same So bold you are as you hold the str

Someone lead me to the light I can’t hear a single sound Except for the misery inside As I slam into the ground This is my sweet surrender Time helps the pain subside Until it stops being your guide The shadows are on the prowl Hidden under see-through cowls I’ve shared the truth too many times And now no one will believe the lie Destruction  is part of life Keep looking calmly ahead This cycle is beginning again

Surrender to the archer Chaos is ready to feast You’ll never find Electra Or the hounds of Diana The quicksand has dried Come out of that hole Rabbits don’t know reality The rain is falling down It can kill without sound A trio of talons is hunting With eyes like heat censors You want to make a sacrifice Think it will attract a stag Well, the tides have dissolved The marble gates are sealed Datura arrows will search Until your moonbeam dims Blood is on your hands No elixir can absorb it You’re only gladiolus Wilted in the sea cave He poked at your brain Now you’ll die insane Delphi has vanished A gavel cries in agon

Can you hear me across this empty space? Will you still recognize this weary face? Has time erased every ounce of memories? Or have the tides returned some old clarity? Where did that unbreakable bond run off to? Your inviting smile is only a cruel mirage Everything changed when you disappeared I alone must escape this invisible barrage There’s no turning back from this demise You keep vanishing before my very eyes All those happy days are locked away Behind an old door that bears your name They’ll never be able to roam free again You’re the one who holds the key within The warm breeze feels so lifeless Now that it does

Blue bird Turn around Look right at me Don’t hit the ground Stop hiding in the dragon tree Give me your trembling hand Your echoes bounce in both my heads I can hear you chewing mustard seeds A few are still hanging around the dead weeds Jack and Jill came running from a lecture They said “The police found a handwritten letter.” It read “Without me your life will be better.” Those were the last seven words from Fletcher An epiphany darted out of the bad weather That’s all he wanted to say That’s all he needed to say All the lakes are still concrete swamps My broken feet keep their line of stomps I&

I’ll close your eyes, my little sparrow You’ll fly even higher come tomorrow All your fears will turn to lonely ashes You’ll be dancing in the world of wishes Don’t try to turn around and reach me You don’t belong here anymore, lovely The crowds will remember your name All they want is a piece of your fame Tears will be shed on your new grave Those lost souls shall never change Once you’re gone there’s no final recital Once you’re gone there is no revival You can’t replicate the one true original Any attempts are extremely artificial An empty space will forever fill the void Your heart w